Beautiful Tangle

 

 



I was visiting my mother, aging and somewhat disabled by her lack of fitness and muscle tone and the pain in her knees. Her old dog, Riley, had been my brother Christopher's dog and when Christopher died by suicide in 1996, Riley became my father's dog, and when my father died in 2000, Riley became my mother's dog. So this old dog was our last link to my dear brother who died alone and in despair in ’96. Riley was deaf and blind in 2007, when this picture was taken.

The old dog and I went down the length of the Island where I grew up, an island about one mile long and half a mile wide, in the middle of the St. Lawrence River, which is quite large. We walked slowly to a beach down by the old community dump. It was quiet, out of the way, peppled and reedy. There were ducks swimming out beyond the reeds. The shoreline was weedy and seedy and poplar trees leaned perilously overhead.

So there I was, filled with sadness, thinking about my mother being so dottery and Riley so old and disabled, blind, deaf. I had to touch him on his back to get his attention, to 'tell' him that I was changing activities. No longer walking, now sitting. No longer sitting, now walking. His nose did the rest. Riley who had been so young and filled with enthusiastic, doggy life. Riley, my last living link to Christopher, was dying before my eyes, for a dog with no sight and no hearing cannot live long, and as old and feeble as he was, his days were indeed numbered.

Add to all of this my own emotional tangle. My love for the Island, and knowledge that it had irrevocably changed, would never be again what it once was when I was a child, my life with my husband, the struggles and the fears, and all of the unknowns.

Yet, in that moment on that beach, with the camera, taking photographs as I love to do, I came across this tangle of vegetation. And although I am an avid amateur botanist, I do not know what this plant is. I fell in love instantly with the colours, the form and the texture of the image. I had to get it on film. I lay down among the mosquitos and spiders and pressed my body into the grey stones and pepples to get the image.

When I left the beach, Riley stumbling into things behind me, my heart ready to grieve for him, my eyes near to tears, I felt the perfection of each moment, the perfection of the beautiful tangle. Dead or dying, or newly born, all that we experience is perfect in itself.

 

Offering Sounding as a Therapy

I began to realize that the sounding that I do is deeply and almost mysteriously beneficial for me.

I wondered if it might be beneficial for other people as well and thought that I'd like to try it out on some friends and acquaintances.

So, after I had done this for a few weeks, I began to realize that this 'treatment' really is beneficial for people who receive it.

People report feeling deeply loved, feeling joy, feeling peaceful during the treatment. They report that it feels wonderful to hear these sounds.

People also report that after having received one treatment or two or three treatments, they see changes in their life. They report that blocks to getting things done are removed. It is as if the energy is now unblocked after the sounding session.

Here are some direct quotes from people who have received a therapeutic 'sounding' session with me.

"Lu and I had our first sounding session on Skype on August 2. I enjoyed listening to her singing and toning and the sounds she was making. I knew there were some big blocks in my energetic field, blocks to my creativity, and I was ready for anything that could open things up.

On August 5 I woke up with the idea to create a blog with all those poems I'd written five years ago that were just sitting on my hard drive. For the next 48 hours I created the blog and read through and posted those poems like a madwoman! This was nothing short of miraculous. It had never occurred to me that I could publish them all, or anything I wanted, on a blog! Since then I've been writing daily, a second miracle.
The third miracle was getting over the fear of going global, of finding my voice and speaking my truth. That's happened in a number of different ways, too numerous to recount, all since the beginning of August, and it happened spontaneously and so fast!
The fourth miracle was organization. Since early August I've spent days cleaning out the closet and the garage, weeding the garden, and yes, I've even started tending to my bookkeeping. It's time for me to create a new relationship to money and all things financial.
After our first session I was so amazed and excited, the changes were happening so fast, that Lu and I agreed to do a number of sessions together for a period of time.
All of Lu's sessions are different. Things I've felt during sessions have ranged from feeling like I was wrapped in a pleasant sort of energetic bubble wrap, to feeling like I was lying down somewhere, being fanned off by a medicine man, hearing him chanting over me, to feeling a waterfall of energy bubbling and trickling around me and fizzing, like champagne pouring through my energy field.
It may be later in the day or after a few days that I'll "see" what that session was all about. I don't "know" what's going on intellectually during the sessions. A pattern will develop in my life, a theme will emerge, and that will tell me what was going on.
I very much recommend having a session, or several sessions, with Lu and her miracle-inducing gift of sounding. We still have several more to go and I'm very excited to see where this co-creation of spirit will take us both."

This is a long quotation, but I wanted you to really understand how much more freely the energy is moving and being expressed now for this person. 

Here is another quotation: 

"As the session begins, I feel it bringing me into balance, clearing any distress or emotional turmoil from my being.

From within my center, I am then able to make the choices I feel in my heart, and to know I have the strength and ability to carry them out.

This greatly enhances and accelerates the process I'm going through right now: I feel comfortable taking steps, crossing thresholds, that would otherwise take so much longer to reach and overcome.

For me, the sounding delivers whatever it is I need: a guide that holds my hand, an energy that allows me the rest when I need that, a support that comforts me and gives me strength when I feel doubt or anxiety,...

And I think for all, it will be a blessing, and a gift, in whatever way they need it, as it is for me.

I wholeheartedly thank Lu for sharing her abilities and gifting us with this beautiful gift of healing!"

I do not know why this sounding began to come through me as it did. I am deeply grateful that by using it, I am able to help other people to do what they choose to do.

We are being encouraged, indeed, even pushed now, to grow and change and express ourselves. This sounding helps people to do this. It seems to have great benefits for those who experience it.

A sounding session only takes about 20 or 30 minutes. It can be done for anyone anywhere in the world who has skype or has access to skype, and I can use the telephone in most countries in the world also.

So, I'm really excited about this! I know what it has done for me. And of course, whenever I feel a bit tense or stressed, I can give myself a 'sounding session.' More importantly though, I know now what it has done for other people and I am in awe of this.

Because I value my own energy, sanity and time, I choose to charge a small fee for giving a sounding session, but I have made the fee a small one so that it is affordable for everyone, and I've been told that it is a very reasonable amount: $30.00 Canadian.

I have set up a PayPal invoicing system so that anyone anywhere in the world can pay for a session in their currency using PayPal, which is a secure internet payment system, and PayPal will convert their currency into Canadian dollars.

The technology allows me to provide this truly beneficial therapy to whomever would like to receive it. I am working on a website now which will provide all the details to people who would like to have a session.  If you would like to have a session before the website is up and running, just email me to set up an appointment!

This is really exciting, amazing and it has changed my life in just a matter of weeks.

 

Sounding

I want to express my deep joy and gladness about the new direction that I am moving in.

I am sounding from somewhere deep within my soul-self, my spirit, my divine being in the world.

This began as an extension of my love of singing and toning. I would often sit somewhere quiet and peaceful on the land, perhaps in the forest. I would sit and a simple tune would come up within me and I would sing it, bringing in slight variations, prolonging some notes, repeating phrases. I would sing it as a sort of offering to the beauty and peace of the land.

About six months ago, I noticed a change in the sounds that I was making. It was less a simple tune and more like a strange language that perhaps existed on this Earth many many years ago. I still enjoyed making the sounds. I thought that perhaps it was just a new way of singing.

I began to sing/sound this strange language to individual trees. Then, I began to realize how good I felt when I made this sounding. I began to do it for myself, to myself. Then, recently, I began to want to do it for other people.

There is a link on this blog page, at the top of the page, to a youtube video that I made of the sounding, so that people can understand what I am talking about.

I began to offer to do this sounding for friends. I have now done this sounding for seven people. I have done this for some people three or four times. When it is done in a series, with each sounding being about one week apart from the previous sounding, it seems to have a greatly beneficial effect for the person.

This morning, I did a third sounding for a dear friend. All I can say is "WOW." And she felt it also. We are both in awe of this. It feels like the most beneficial energy massage. It changes the balance of energy in the person's energetic body and enables them to remove blocks and grow and become the person that they are choosing to be.

I will write more soon about this and more.

The Second Coming of Christ

I get a jolt of energy when I write that title for this post. And with good reason; there is a lot of old energy, a lot of strong expectation in the collective consciousness with regards to this 'second coming of Christ.'

It is happening now. We are the ones who bring the Christ energy into our hearts and we are the ones who allow and even invite our own divine souls to come into us at this time, to inform us with our own divinity.

I wrote this to a Christian woman a few weeks ago:

It is time now for all of us to lift up our hearts to the love that is limitless, the love and the light that is Christ. It is time now for all of us to become that love, only that love, to surrender all that we are, all that we have ever been, all that we feel is unworthy in us, to Him.

We have, some of us, been faithful to Him through many many years. And this is good and this is true devotion.

But now it is time for us to raise ourselves up through the love that we are, the love that we become when we surrender completely to Him, so that there is nothing in us that is not love, that is not peace, that is not faith in the perfection of all things. When we do this, we allow our own divine soul, our own eternal and sacred soul to join the Christ within us and this is the beginning of a process which is beyond words, beyond my human understanding, but which is not to be feared. It is our coming back to Him as He comes now to meet us. The time is now.

All the World's Words

Every single person on this planet is feeling the effects of the times that we are living through.

Our planet, our home in space and time, is currently aligned with our sun and the very center of the galaxy. There is a direct line from the center of the galaxy to our sun, and then to Earth.

Energies are flowing from the center of the galaxy to our sun, which amplifies them and then beams them out to every planet in our solar system, including Earth. We are all feeling the effects of this massive inflow of light energy, information and transformation.

This alignment is fact. How we respond to it, what we choose to call it, is entirely subjective and we bring all of our beliefs, our imaginings, our hopes and our fears to the words that we use to talk about what is happening to us, through us, within and without.

This alignment is a thirty-six year event, with the year 2012 in the middle of those 36 years. So we've had roughly eighteen years leading up to perfection of the alignment and then another 18 years as we slowly move out of alignment. This astronomical alignment happens every twenty-six thousand years or so, so it is a very big deal. And we really do not know how it will affect us. We have no written records of the last time we were aligned astronomically in this way with the center of the galaxy and our sun.

This time has been called the shift from the Age of Pisces to the Age of Aquarius. It has been called the Awakening. It has been called the Lifting of the Veil, or the Apocalypse. It has been called Earth's Ascension to a higher dimensional existence. It has been called humanity's Ascension to a higher dimensional existence. It has been called the End of Time. It has been called the Gathering of Souls. It has been called Enlightenment. It has been called the Quickening. It has been called Earth Changes. It has been called the emergence of the New Earth. It has been called the Christalline Age or the Christalline Era. It has been called the Second Coming of the Christ. It has been called the Age of Christ Consciousness. It has been called the emergence of New Energy. It has been called the End of Duality Consciousness. It has been called the emergence of Unity Consciousness. It has been called the shift to Fourth Density from Third Density.

Take a breath.

Which of these are true? Which of these are false. Are any of them true? Are any of them false? Does it matter what we call it? Can we even ascribe words to this? Can words even come close to meeting our need to understand this?

I suspect that they cannot.

I am in awe of what is currently unfolding and emerging upon our planet and within each one of us.

I have been watching, listening, thinking and feeling about this time that we are living through actively and with great energy and enthusiasm since 2005. I have strong feelings about it. I have a powerful sense of certainty about it.

I know that this is real, that this alignment is impacting us greatly. We are being challenged as we have never been challenged. We came into this lifetime for this challenge, to experience this time. We are being asked to literally 'rise to the occasion' as the light and love energies flow to us from the center of the galaxy, into our sun, and are then amplified and beamed here to our Earth and into our very bodies, our minds, our hearts.

You can call it whatever you like. I call it everything that I listed above and more besides. I call it the Reckoning. We are being asked to accept everything that we are now and have ever been. We are reckoning our own experiences and bringing them all into account as we literally bring ourselves face to face with God. And it is when we look into the mirror that we face God.

And there is no saviour here, nor a need for one. We are the seeker and that which is sought.

We are God and we are the desperate separation from God.

We are the longing for love and the love which answers.

The Christ that some seek sign of is found only within themselves, but until they can accept their humanity, they will not know their divinity.

I was talking to some people the other day, shining love as much as I am able, and one of the people to whom I was talking professed herself to be an atheist. And I realized in that moment that it doesn't matter whether you profess yourself to be an atheist, a Christian, a Muslim, a Sufi, a Hindu, a Bhuddist, a Jew or a Pagan. This invitation to ascend to our own divinity, our own perfect peace, our own love that is ALL, this is for every one of us. This door is opened to everyone, and everyone is feeling it in one way or another.

For Christians, who have waited faithfully for the coming of the Christ again to this blessed Earth, this is an especially awesome time. Everywhere I look and feel and breathe, there is the Christ. We have only to raise our own consciousness, to take that step up, and the love and light that is Christ will meet us halfway and millenia of faith will be answered.

The time is now. Right here. Now. Breathe and know that all waiting is done. No matter whom you pray to, whom you lift your eyes to, you can lift your consciousness, centered in your heart, and the union with your own divine and eternal Soul will complete itself.

We are the Christ. We are the divine in human form. We are the ones we have been waiting for.

It is time.

Being a Divine Human on Planet Earth

My long journey to this way of being has taken place over many years. Decades have passed and during those decades, I have been fascinated by what it means to be human. It began with poetry and psychology and I have not stopped since that time, but have steadfastly gone deeper and deeper into the mystery of being human, which means being both infinite and limited, eternal and mortal, divine and despairingly separated from Source.

I remember moving to a new shared residence, living on a communal farm in south-eastern Ontario in the early 1980's. I was looking at what treasures might be found on the communal bookshelves. I remember saying to myself, "I choose to be wise, and so I will read these books that I see here, Sartre and Camus, Rollo May and Aldous Huxley. All my adult life, I have sought such wisdom as I could find in any situation, in every situation. And deeper and deeper I have gone into the mystery of the human condition.

Whether one is a Christian or a Jew, a Muslim, a Bhuddist, a yogi, or an extra-terrestrial, there is a fundamental truth that all of us navigate and do our best to come to terms with. We are not God and yet we continually aspire to God. We are separate from the world and we struggle within the unbearable context of our essential separation.

This struggle is in itself a testament to our divinity. We would not seek if we did not somehow know that which we seek.  Indeed, we are divine. We are God voluntarily separated from God so that we can look out and see God. We are mirror. We are frame. We are the absolutely priceless gift of the experience of being human and in every moment we are giving this gift to God, to Source, to Creator.

And this incredibly courageous and precious gift that we are, in our very being, is so perfect that it is time now for us to rejoin our consciousness of being God also. Our divine and eternal souls are ready to reunite with us. This merging of the human and the divine is happening now. Call it what you will; there are many many names for this.

I will write more soon of the various words which we beloved humans have attached to this reunion with our own divinity. For now, breathe deeply and know the profound perfection of the service that your consciousness and your heart's truth have provided to the ALL.

New Understanding, Greater and Greater Love

I continue to look back at the journey that brought me to this time, this moment and all that I am now.

The wisdom and compassion that I found so soothing and so enlightening in the channelled words of Those of Q'uo led me to consider other channelled information that I would have ignored and even belittled only six months earlier.

I joined a small group of spiritually-minded people in a 'Spirit Circle' where once a month we would sit and share our growth and becoming, our insights and challenges as we sought to become ever more clearly a voice for our own spirit and for the spirit of ALL that is in all things. The organizer of this monthly gathering was a man named Ji. He spoke the word Ascension in a way that made me want to know more. He brought to my attention the channelled words of Tobias, channelled through a man named Geoffrey Hoppe in Colorado. I began to study the channelled words of Tobias and found a way forward for myself there.

Those of Q'uo had given me the feeling that I wanted to embody more and more. Tobias gave me the background, the story that allowed my human mind to work its way slowly to that vast, limitless feeling of love and peace, of honouring and of witnessing the world with limitless compassion that is the resonant vibration, for me, of Those of Q'uo.

Tobias would invite other beings to join him in the channelling of energy and information. He invited Archangels Michael and Rafael, Gabriel and Uriel and he invited Einstein, St. Germaine and Kwan Yin. He invited God and His divine embodiment, or son, on Earth, Yeshua Ben Joseph. When I read the channelled words of Yeshua Ben Joseph, I could feel myself vibrating, like a bell that has been struck. And all that I read, I took in and used my own discerning intelligence with, so that over time, I took what resonated for me and left the rest for others, for there are as many ways to reach this perfect Center of the infinite Circle of Being and Becoming as there are human beings on this planet at any given moment. And each of those beings and each of those ways of reaching the Divine is perfect and whole and sacred.

So, there I was, following my own particular path, for years. From early 2007 until the summer of 2010, I soaked up everything I could find that rung that bell within me, that bell of love for ALL, of compassion and joy and sacred Union with all that is. And I struggled a great deal as well, for all that is not that love and not that joy within me, within my life, within my experience weighed very heavily on me.

One night, in the middle of the night as I lay in sadness and despair on my bed in the darkness, I called to Yeshua Ben Joseph and He was there as surely as this computer screen is in front of me right now. He was there with a love and a light so powerful that I was greatly comforted and knew again so clearly the way forward for me. I said, "I would like to embody the Love that You Are! I would like to bring that Love into the world." And the answer that I got back was, "And so you do. What I am, you are also." And I could feel it. And I just let it sink into me and did my best to become that love and that light so that I could then recall it, remember it. Ever since that night, I have known that my path through this shift of the ages, my path into the experience of Ascension, whatever that ultimately reveals itself to be, includes my devotion to Yeshua and my vast and unending love for the energy that is Yeshua.

I have been doing the best that I possibly can since the summer of 2010 to embody and realize the divine that I am as I follow the light that is Christalline, the light and love that is the Christ on this Earth. I call this love and light Yeshua. Call it whatever you will. It is this that moves me, inspires me, challenges me, informs me, enlightens me and provides the sense for me of what my service is at this time. Words cannot convey the experience of it. They can only touch the surface of it, the edges of it. That will have to be enough.

The divine that I am and the divine that you are are needed now in the World. This I know to be true. It is time.