It has been quite some time since I have written here. I am glad to do so today.
It has become apparent to me over the past few months that I can only do what I feel to do in any given moment. I cannot force myself through a sense of obligation or guilt or fear of lack to do anything anymore. When I do, I just feel terrible. This may or may not be true for you also.
The strength of it within me is palpable. I have been doing some gardening on this construction site that is supposed to be a homestead. Slowly, a lawn is beginning to appear and here and there are flowers and other small plants that I have put into the soil with high hopes. Yet, even though I love to garden and enjoy plants, I cannot bring myself to do this work from any vibration except the vibration of joy and appreciation. When I do, I suffer and feel that something is very wrong.
Slowly, slowly, I create a garden around me.
Slowly, slowly, I create a heaven both within and outside of me.
I was recently inspired to joyfully and carefully edit all of the posts from this blog that were written in the last months of 2010.
From late August until the end of December, 2010, I wrote almost every weekday on this blog. Now, these posts have been edited and published as a book. I published them and now offer them through
http://www.lulu.com/. The book's title is Ascension Journey - Part One. There is also an e-book version available for download to your computer.
I had a copy of the book sent to me for further proofreading and this is taking a good long time, so the first edition might still contain a few errors here and there. Each morning, in the stillness of the day's beginning, I read a little bit of it. I love the energy that lives within and between the words! It might sound strange to have me say that about my own writing, but I can assure you that it is so. The energy comes from my higher self. The wisdom, whatever wisdom there is here, comes from my divine self. I joyfully offer it to you here and through the book that I have published. I will publish Part Two a little later on.
I do this in joy and love because that is the only way that I can do anything these days.
Bliss is being in resonance with my own self.
