My Invitation to You

Whether you call yourself a Christian, a Buddhist, a Muslim or a Sikh, a pagan, or a Sufi, or a Jew, this invitation is for you.

I invite you to seek within your own heart for the love of God, the divine love that is inherent in all things and that is the Source of all things.

I invite you to breathe the intention to expand this love within yourself and then - on the exhalation of your breath - to share this divine and unconditional love with all that is the world.

I invite you to breathe this divine love to Nature, to pavement, to all whom you meet and to the billions whom you will never meet, but who are part of your human family.

I invite you to feel the light and the warmth of this radiant love in your body, in the soles of your feet as you walk this sacred Earth, in your hands as you pay for your groceries, in your throat as you sing, in your chest as you talk to your friend and in your forehead as you read the news of the day.

I invite you to imagine our world as a place where this divine love grows and sows harmony and joy, solutions not yet imagined and peace not yet attained.

I invite you to feel into the energies of the times in which we find ourselves and perhaps wonder,

"If not now, when?

If not me, then who?"

The Power of Spirit Song

I awoke with a song coming through - no words, just a tune of deep expression.

After breakfast, I went into the forest and there experienced the inimitable beauty and power of the trees and the twilit space between them. 

I walked slowly, savouring the experience. 

The song within me was urging itself into my throat and heart. I sat on a bench and began to sing. Tears and emotion welled in me. 

I was singing for the people traumatized by weather disasters, destruction and war. All those who experience trauma, fear and terrible loss were the recipients of my energy through my song. 

I was singing their transmutation of this trauma, their larger being, their vast being. 

I was singing the larger process of which all of this is part and is process. 

I was singing confidence and belief in their ability to transcend and transmute, to grow and become. 

I was toning and sounding then, moving into powerful affirmation of the process of which we are all a glorious part. I was sounding the perfection of our process, our experience and our being. 

Then, as the darkness beneath the trees eased into morning, I was sounding and toning the joy and the optimism, the energy of hope and of becoming that we all have within us as potential, or as our vibration. 

I was sounding the vast becoming of humanity and of Earth – no part of this becoming is at fault or in failure; the wholeness of our becoming is not to be denied, is sounded as glorious perfection of being in the All That Is. 

Much was conveyed. 

I said, “My song changes the world. When I sing, I change the world.” 

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I remember a phrase of resonance for me years ago, “I find heaven and inevitably I must leave it.” 

It was the recognition that I was in an energetic environment that was difficult for me. I found heaven and haven in the woods, by streams, in meadows… sometimes in my own safe home… but inevitably, I had to go back into the energetic discord of our world while the truth of my being was love. This now is changed. 

It is now time to shine the love that we are more and more into the world. The energetic environment in which we live and breathe has changed such that it is much more light, love and joy than it was before. 

This sounds counter to the news of the day. So be it. 

The energetic within us tells the real tale of becoming. The news of the day is old news. It is trying to be relevant, trying very hard. Yet in the new energies and in these times of transformation of all that we are and all that we experience, the best way to be relevant is to feel into the energies and report from there. 

And the energies are surging into new creations, solutions only dimly perceived by minds at this time, if perceived at all. 

The energies are surging into collaboration and communal reinvention. 

It is now possible for us to love being in the world and to use that love to change our world, to bring even more love and joy, fairness and goodwill into our communities, systems and environment.

Don’t take your energy for granted. 

Your energy sounds in you and perhaps comes through your songs, your words and your eyes and changes the world. You are more powerful than you can know and your song, your spirit song, is the expression of this love that you are. And this love that you are is more powerful than any other force in the universe. 

Freeing Ourselves from This Prison

In sleep and half-sleep, I had experiences that brought me to a realization which I intend here to share with you. 

In sleep, I was in a prison cell, all bars on all four sides and on all sides of me were other prison cells, other prisoners in the cells. It was only a fleeting impression of this and then I heard a loud clang sound as of bars being pushed and all of a sudden, in each of the cells, there was a doorway out. 

But for example, the doorway out of my cell led into the next person’s cell and so on and it was a maze. Some cells had two doorways opened and in some cases, it seemed to be a dead-end. And again, I had only a fleeting impression and knowledge of this before I came into a half-sleeping state. 

And in that half-sleep and half-waking state, I felt the power of this metaphor, this illusion of the prison cells… all of us guilty – all of us entrapped in our darkness, our guilt, our shame, our mistakes. 

And to get out, we have to go through the maze, which means that we have to enter into others’ cells. In my cell, in that brief moment before I heard the clang of the bars and the doors opened, I felt relatively safe and secure – I mean, it was a cell, but it was my cell and my guilt. I knew it and had accepted it. 

But getting through the maze means being willing to go into others’ experiences and darkness. And there are dead-ends; you have to know where to go. And the prisoners were starting to panic, to yell and get dramatic, even trying to attack each other in their desperation and fear…. This is a clear metaphor for what is going on in the world right now.

And I suddenly knew exactly what to do and how to find the way out of the maze. I had to hold a frequency - a vibration - of being in total peace. It is the peace that passes all understanding and it is love and acceptance of all that is. I feel it as being the Christ Consciousness or very close to that. 

As soon as I chose that frequency state within my being, I could see a faint glow on the doorways that indicated that they were the right way to go…. And I knew exactly how to move through the maze. Not only that, but that frequency within me created calm and freedom from fear in the other prisoners around me, so that they cooperated with me and with each other. And we began to make our way out. 

And then I realized how vast this prison is…. Cell upon cell upon cell stretched out in all directions …. And the frequency state slipped… slipped into dismay and discouragement… and I could no longer see the faint glow to show the way forward… Despair.

So once again, I had to choose that frequency and hold that vibration within me. There is faith in it - faith in the divine love and light that is within us, faith and trust in this process. 

No matter how long it takes, that is the way forward for me now and it alone brings ease and calm, peace and well-being and a knowledge of how to proceed…. 

And I have to be completely willing to go into others’ cells – that is to say, into others’ illusions, delusions, darkness and shame, guilt and fear. 

There was a very strong sense that we do this together or we do not do this at all. I can feel it in me now as I write…. We do this together. We are not 'good guys' and 'bad guys.' We are all together in this process.

And all is well. These dream-state experiences have shown me where I am and given me a clear sense of my work now and perhaps it is your work as well. Hold that frequency! Be the love - the absolute lack of judgment - the peace with what is that our world needs now. 

Fear and Loathing

I’ve been watching TED talks on youtube and then reading the comments below. I have never done this before. I am - for some reason - drawn to them. When I am drawn to some experience, I assume it is relevant in some way and this time is no different. 

I noticed a lot of stridency and discord in the comments. I have heard similar things before from various areas of our collective space and it seems to be that those who are angry and voicing resistance to 'leftists' and 'liberals' are saying something important about everyone being accepted and respected. 

They / We (because there is no 'they' and it is all 'we') have been saying this for quite some time now. 

Liberals don’t understand. “But we DO respect everyone!” they say. Yes. I get it. Liberals respect everyone except those who fear and mistrust and begrudge and … Liberals respect everyone and everything except the fear that is underneath.

And that fear needs to be loved and brought into the light. We respect everything except disrespect, disregard and the incipient ubiquitous fear that feeds these. It needs to be seen and heard with empathy and compassion. 

And until it is, it continues to ‘act out’ all around us. 

I don't know how caring and loving individuals will respond to the collective's very loud and dramatic expressions of fear. It is a very challenging time for all of us. I do know - beyond any shadow of a doubt - that love is the answer. 

Compassion is the response that I choose. 

The repeated comments calling for a non-judgmental response to fear and loathing, for a non-judgmental response to calls for exclusion and the 'circling of the wagons' both metaphorically and actually, is the call of all of humanity for our deepest, darkest most fearful aspects to be seen and heard with compassion. 

Always with compassion. 

Feel free to share this post. It goes along with what I said a few weeks ago https://www.facebook.com/lu.emanuel.5/posts/1489439037761971?pnref=story ; there are no enemies. There are people who are troubled, afraid and struggling. And we are all in this together.

Enlightening

I was in conversation with a neighbour who is very careful what she puts into her body and what she pays attention to. She wants to be in high vibrational energies as much as possible and I get that.

I mentioned that I end up watching Netflix at the end of the day. I read the Montreal Gazette every day because my husband is addicted to the crossword puzzles and I am addicted to having something to read while I eat my breakfast.

"Oh," came the comment, "that stuff is so filled with bad news and low vibrational energy. You are giving it power as you give it attention."

I thought about this afterward. After we had parted ways, I felt into how much I enjoy reading the news either in the old Montreal Gazette or online. I felt into how long it has been since I made a commitment to 'watch what happens.' I was living in Vancouver, briefly and rather tragically, as a penniless twenty-one year old. My older brother - whom I emulated in everything important - read The Economist. I picked up the latest issue and understood so little of it that I was ashamed. It was then that I made the commitment to read and watch and listen to the world - all of it. There is a sense of honouring us all in this... saying, "Yes. I see you. I hear you. Yes, even this."

I have the sense of shining on it all as I place myself as witness to it. It does not anger me. It does not take me out of joy. It does not bring me to despair, although I do sometimes find myself amazed at what we collectively are creating for ourselves to experience.

I suddenly gave myself the gift of a beautiful image, which I will do my best to share with you.

The news and views, the outrage and violence, all of that turmoil and turbulence is like a fast moving river, the waters swirling and churning downstream in a mass of movement that is beyond our control.

My steady gaze, my loving attention, shines like sunlight on water. The turbulence is bathed in that light. I am love incarnate, observing with that steady gaze. I do not turn away. I do not condemn or betray. I am that shimmer above the water, on the water, permeating it, enlightening it.

Essential for Lightworkers

I walked very early this morning on a gravel road surrounded by a forest that stood absolutely still and silent without even a breath of wind. It was the time of the gloaming - that brief time just before the light grows strong enough to allow for colours to show in the world. It is a magical time of half light and half darkness - somehow holding the best of them both. I saw, just for a moment or two, about twenty to thirty feet up under a tall forest canopy, a shimmer that held love, healing and redemption in its grey pulse. 

It is neither light nor darkness and yet it is comprised of them both, partakes of them both. It is like a marriage of all that is good and all that is evil in our world; it is that place or space wherein they love each other and together make something greater and more loving than either of them are on their own. And as I write this, I am aware that I am writing about light as well as darkness. 

This joining and being All Love Loving All is greater than just the light on its own. I can’t explain why exactly, except that it is integral and indeed central to the planet Earth project at this time.

I found myself standing and being aware of all that I have just written here – although less intellectually, verbally aware of it. I then began to do light language. 

The light language, as always, comes through me and is not directed by that which I am as human being. I am a channel for the light language, a universal language of energetic vibration, to come through. 

The light language transmission was directed at this love infused mingling of the darkness and the light and was essentially conveying this message: “You are greater together than apart. You are love becoming something new in the universe. You are creating something new in the universe. You are doing something incredibly powerful and important, something never before done. You are blessed in this. You are loved in this (by me – by All that Is).” 

And then sometime later, having descended Cooke North almost to Schweizer Road, I did light language again, again directed into that space where the light and the dark together make something that is comprised of them both but is neither one nor the other - that is something vastly transmutational and redemptive. 

By then, the light was greater and the space where the two co-mingle in neither-one-nor-the-other-balance-and-becoming, that space where together they become something other than and greater than either one of them alone, that space was now only to be found low down and tucked in under lower hanging boughs and crouched among rocks on the side hidden from the sunrise. 

The light language then said, “You who continue to hide your darkness from the light, who continue to fear the light for what it might find in you, come out and be loved, come out and be brought into the healing and the joy of light’s loving caress. Allow yourself to be known; there is nothing to fear.” 

And it is thus that we create a world that is no longer riven by polarizing hatred and fear, but rather holding a great peace born of the light’s unconditionally compassionate acceptance of the darkness and the great courage that the darkness finds within itself to allow itself to be seen in all of its flawed and shameful fear and loathing. 

This is a great work and it is being done at this time and it is ours to contribute to and support. 

If you call yourself a lightworker, know that your light’s greatest work is with the darkness both within you and all around you in the world. 

Much love and appreciation flows from me to you.

Finding Sacred Ground

I am becoming a person whom I enjoy being. Yet I am still running an old escapist energy of wanting to change my external circumstances so I’ll feel happier or more fulfilled or… fill in the blank. 

Well, at least I recognize it. 

There is currently a person in my life who represents something to be freed from. In truth, there is no improvement or solution outside of myself and no moment is better than any other. All is perfect and for my highest good. Yet my reaction to this person is so strong in me: disgust, revulsion, distaste, dissatisfaction, judgment – he seems to me to be so unhealthy, negative, toxic, hurt, angry and blaming everything and everyone but himself. 

He is a mirror, helping me to see what still is not love in me. I run a story that he stops me from doing what I want to do, having what I want to have. And when I run that old story, I am inevitably unhappy. 

How do I break through this? 

Send unconditional love… be where you truly are… accept… 

This is an old relationship pattern that I have struggled with for decades. I ask my guides, my higher self: “Teach me, help me to learn what I need to learn here, to see what I need to see, to completely clear, thank and release this pattern, this story, this emotion of blame and feeling like a victim.” 

I created the experience of this pattern so I could see it and clear it from where I am now. I took myself into delusion and out of the truth of my being. That truth, to which I returned again and again yesterday, is the ground of my being here in physicality. 

Like my recently discovered joy in sobriety, I deeply value this turn and return to the truth - the ground - of where I am, who I am, what I am now. 

When I use the word ‘ground,’ it is as the base upon which the soles of my feet are placed and the electrical grounding as well. It seems important to recognize this. 

This turning returning to my truth is essential integrity and … the words wholeness and completion come. It is there from whence I truly shine unconditional love, transmutational violet light, golden Christ consciousness (not quite the same as unconditional love… somewhat more than), the living light of my perfect whole being in the world. 

I see clearly now that in truth I cannot shine these when I am in any aspect of denial of my being. 

I run stories – have done so for many years – and it is time now for those stories to end. I feel this exigency within me lately. 

The question, turn and return, is very simple: Who am I now? What am I now? Where am I now? 

Wherever it might be, I like this place very much; it is sacred ground. 

Within the Storm

Outside rages yet another storm. 

The season has been uncommonly stormy as if human consciousness affects the weather. 

I shine equanimity. The patience of trees is a model for me. I did not walk this morning, but when I do, I can feel into the surrounding forest; it is invariably at peace with what is and this attitude of acceptance is a comfort to me. 

In the world of humanity these days there is a great deal of noise, “sound and fury,” to quote William Shakespeare, “signifying nothing.” 

If we ask ourselves a perfectly reasonable question in the face of all this: What do I choose for myself? We could not do much better than to emulate the example given by hawthorne, beech and hemlock. 

When I feel, from the heart of me, on an inhalation of fresh mountain air, the essence of their being, it is love. It is peace. It is wellness with their state – broken branches or not – gale force winds or a rare calm morning. 

I breakfast on that energetic and attitudinal ambrosia and thus I am well and shine a light of peace within the storm. 

Tough Times for Tough Light Workers

Spring is everywhere around me and I’m acutely aware of how quickly and inexorably I manifest from my frequency. 

My husband and I have both been volatile in the past few days, but doing well regardless.

About a week ago, the frequency of joy seemed effortless for me. Since Saturday, so about three days, it has felt almost, or actually, beyond reach. This reminds me of 2010 and I’m comparing my self then to myself now – which is kind of the point here as well. 

My 5^th D self is close and strong – a breath away. As I stepped out of doors yesterday and chose experience and acceptance of experience, I was there. 

Yet there’s an anxiety in me right now – I’m getting that it is not mine. I send unconditional love to this. I tell it, “You are safe. You are a vast and eternal being of love and light. And all you experience is your creation.” 

Still, that thread, that pulse of “what if” runs through my energetic body. And I ground it with violet light. 

Tough times for tough light workers as we show ourselves humanity’s absolute worst – not as something from way back or from far away, but from right here and right now. 

That violet light really did the trick – for now.  

Passion of Ascension

This passion I feel in my body and in my energy field is electric excitement and jumping joy, easy confidence, vast and capable compassion, ringing freedom, undeniable power and exultant connection and expansion – the whole of it sounding out in waves of symphonic wash and flow and radiance. 

There is no lack nor want in it. 

And this is so important that I repeat: There is no lack nor want in it. 

It fills me with pulsations of energy. 

And all I can do is embody it and create from it – not only on its forward edge, but spherically, multi-dimensionally ~ every lifetime, expression, emanation ~ every story infused and empowered, cradled, adored, blessed and coloured by that which I am now. 

The vast wisdom of compassion, the golden flow, going everywhere and permeating everything ~ I feel it as wisdom because I feel it as consciousness. 

It transforms this universe now, from here.