Brief Announcement

I interrupt my 'I Realized...' series to make a brief announcement.

I was a guest on a radio show and spoke for some time about my spiritual journey and some awareness that I have.

Here is a link to that radio show online.

http://everydayconnection.me/2013/07/22/lu-emanuel/#more-2136

And here is a link to the people who create that show.

http://everydayconnection.me/
 

Everyday Connection is… Inspiration, information and conversation. At Everyday Connection we believe that humans are awesome and we are passionate about showing them just how awesome they are. We invite guests from around the world who are following their passion and making the world a better place, to share their stories with our listeners; because if they can do it, then so can we.

So, you can hear me speaking on the show. It is a 90 minute show and I speak for quite some time on it. There is wisdom and whimsy there. So please do enjoy it.

I Realized - Four

I realized that there was information coming through Geoffery Hoppe in the voice of a being who was calling himself Tobias, archived on a website (www.crimsoncircle.com) that I wanted to really delve into. This felt to me like the next stage of my realization process.

I realized that it was going to be a long process. I realized that there was so very very much that I was only just beginning to allow myself to access.

I realized that the Now moment is divine, is sacred. I realized that I would need to practice being in the Now moment because I had spent my whole life toggling back and forth between past memories and future worries and had actualized very few of my experiences in the Now. I also realized that all of those experiences which had seemed so intense, so pure, so beautiful, had been experiences lived fully in the Now moment. I  realized that Henry David Thoreau, the writing of whom had drawn me even at the age of 16, had felt the importance of living in the Now back in the early to mid 1800’s.  

I realized that poetry and photography both were attempts to capture the essence of a Now moment; I used both poetry, most often in the form of haiku, and photography to explore the essence of the Now and I did this with great joy.

I realized that for the most part I let what is, be. That which I have any judgement about, or attachment to, I work to release that judgement or that attachment.

I realized that the ALL and God are one and the same, that the ALL and Home are one and the same. I realized / felt that the seed of ALL/GOD has been in me all along. We seek God outside of ourselves and God is not there and has never been there, although all of the world is sacred and resonates with divine vibrations. Still God/ALL is within us, this tiny seed of divinity, of HOME deep within us.

I realized that since I was a young child, I have been in contact in an energy exchange with my higher self or soul-self.

I realized that by just letting things happen, I can accomplish all that I need to with a sense of there being no effort.

I realized that I could call upon the One whom some call Jesus the Christ and whom I call Yeshua or Sananda and that when I did that, when I called to this One, the energy would come through to me and would feel like the greatest love and the most complete peace. I realized that this One is of the new age most certainly and that this One is not known to those who base their salvation and redemption on the new testament of the bible. This One is not that, but an energy, a frequency of such profound power in the form of love and peace, that by calling on this One, we are changed. We are changed.

I realized that all that we experience is energy. We ‘see’ it or ‘hear’ it, but it is energy / frequency / vibration that is manifest as our life experience.

I realized that the divinity that is in me is the same as the divinity that is in the One whom I call Yeshua or Sananda. I am God also.

I realized that breathing really helps me to embody this realization of my essential divinity. Being in the natural world also helps.

I realized that I can place myself in a peace and a frequency wherein I have no desire to change anything in my experience. I call this being in divine will. I realized that this is being in a state where “I don’t mind what happens…”

I Realized - Three

I realized that when I walked the land, walked anywhere on this planet, ‘walking this sacred Earth’ as I called it, I could through a simple setting of intention, give love to this Earth and be filled with love myself as I did so.

I realized that something was (and still is) happening on this Earth that is literally Earth Changing. I realized that more than anything else in the world, this was what fascinated me and what I wanted to ‘be in on’ and to know about.

I realized that off-world beings, minds, consciousnesses were communicating with us here on the planet and that they were doing this through people who were somehow open to this flow of information coming through them and could make it available to the rest of us. I had thought that this was a bunch of baloney - just a hype and a scam - and I realized that it was / is real, is called ‘channeling’ and that it offers us something amazing.

I realized that the Bible, or parts of the Bible, and Conversations With God, by Neale Donald Walsh, and The Course in Miracles were all ‘channeled’ just as the information coming in in the late 1990’s and more and more and more in the early years of the 2000’s was channeled.

I realized that there was so much channeled information on the internet that it felt overwhelming to me; I realized that I should follow my own innate knowing and go to the source that most called to me.

I realized that Those of Q’uo, channeling through a woman named Carla, with transcripts then offered on a website called www.llresearch.org were sending a transmission of energy with their words that I entirely resonated to. It was not so much the words per se as the energy being transmitted with the words that drew me again and again to these transcripts. The fact that words on a computer screen could hold that quality of energy and that much energy, and that it could impact me so profoundly, was amazing to me.

I realized that the message of Those of Q’uo was one of hope and of profound safety and support for humanity. I realized that the work that I had been doing through witchcraft and through psycho-therapy was the same work that Those of Q’uo urged and recommended for us all - the work of clearing trauma and judgement and all that is not love from our energy fields.

I realized that although I could share this information and these realizations with friends, that they would not necessarily resonate with the information or even be able to take it in. I was amazed to experience a friend saying that she literally ‘could not read’ the material that I had sent to her, even though I distilled it into its essence and made it as easy to read as possible. I realized that my journey is my own and that each of us has our own journey to make into this Earth Change.

I was 47 years old when I made this last realization.