Tuesday, November 26, 2019

Let's Be Clear


Imagine integrity. Imagine living in a world where everyone is clear and clean in their being, filled with pure compassionate honesty and expressing it with everyone they interact with. 
Imagine that clarity within your own life. Imagine how free you would feel if there were nothing – not one single thing – that you were hiding from the world. Imagine being that open, that clear, that pure in your expression of yourself in the world. 
Imagine if everyone you knew were that open and that clear. 
When we look into the eyes of the very young, babies and young toddlers, we see this clarity; they don’t have any secrets. When we commune with our unconditionally loving dogs and cats we get a sense of this openness, this simplicity of being in the world. It is clear and clean and there is freedom in this for each of us. 
Imagine our government filled with people holding that clarity, that honesty and integrity. Imagine our story-tellers and journalists, interviewers and interviewed, politicians and attorney generals and judges and chiefs of police – imagine all of us shining clear and clean and well in our integrity with each other. 
And send this imagining out into the world, for the world is in need of it at this time. 
And be what you want to see in the world, for you make the world by your thoughts, words, actions and energy in every moment. 

Shine your light. 

Be that which you know yourself to be in your best moments. 








Wednesday, November 20, 2019

A Choice of Worlds



Jayda Wakes


Jayda wakes to a choice of worlds. It feels like, “Oh, my God. The world is so fucked up!” Or not.

Or not.

The feeling is of a hum of something not quite known. The feeling is in Jayda’s heart and holds promise, whereas ‘the world is so fucked up’ holds only frustration, fear and sadness. Arising from bed, Jayda chooses, stepping forward to begin her day, shifting her focus to the droning hum, like the sound you hear just before the kilted man begins to play his bagpipes.

It feels like love. This love is expansive; it has no object. Everywhere she looks, Jayda sees with the eyes of love. The kitchen is beloved and the coffee pot is a dear friend. Breakfast is fair sustenance, the harvest of the best the world has to offer. This is the good life. Tastes are savoured and the morning’s quietness fills Jayda’s consciousness with a single word – gratitude.

The natural world beyond her windows calls and Jayda strides out and into the forest below her home. Vast trees stand solemn, holding the hillside as sacred just as measured monks hold the chant in some ancient abbey. There is great patience in the woodland, seeming infinite, and Jayda feels deeply met by the powerful presence of these trees. Below her, down the hill, she sees her neighbour, Phin, walking the trail on an angle to her own path. They will most likely intercept and she thinks about Phin as she moves forward, again her heart filled with the hum of some great wisdom.

He has told her his name – Phin, short for Phineas. He lives with his wife and child and they live a good life. Jayda has felt his energy as stable, wise, knowing the pleasures of simplicity and understanding the land’s pace and timing. She can feel this now as they slowly draw nearer to each other. In her forehead, she can feel her own knowing, her own power. Phin and Jayda greet each other simply and easily. As Jayda continues and Phin moves beyond her, she feels the great reach of Phin’s energy. His quiet calm being informs the air around him and goes much further.  She feels the reach of her own energy. She feels great love and vast compassion for all that is. She feels it as a wave. She feels how this reaches all the way to the Arctic and to Brazil.

There is pulsing being there on the hillside as wave upon wave of magical becoming radiates from Jayda. This is the way of it for her, having chosen. In her choice, Jayda makes the world.




Pervasive Peace

Pervasive peace is in the world. The trees, grasses, flowers and rocks are radiating peaceful energy. As Jayda and 5.9 billion other people walk or stand on the planet, they feel this peace within them. Peaceful energy flows between and around all of these people and they are well; they are at ease.

Some still suffer the stresses and tensions of resistance and strain against their own fears. This struggle is within, yet appears to be outside of them and they perceive enemies in their own kin and kind. Jayda can feel these people just as she can feel the 5.9 billion. She sits with her friend Sondra and together they create compassion tones, long droning tones from hearts filled with compassion. Droning tones that sound like moans or like cathedral speech in tongues flow from their small circle. Great powers of transformation are in this circle and there are other circles like this – some larger, some very large – all across the face of the planet. People gather to move energy, to share possibility from their hearts to the hearts of those who are not in peace.

Where there is peace, there is compassion. Together they sound like a vast and mysterious gong that is gently, but purposefully struck again and again and again. Like the compulsive force of a woman’s labour to birth, waves of pervasive peace sound in the world and the people come into peace within themselves one by one.

This coming to peace is an act of courage as it requires of each one that they face their own pain and fear, their own feelings of hurt. These cannot live in peaceful hearts and must be ever so gently released to make way for peace. This is the work of self-transformation that is being done and has been done by the courageous sons and daughters of humanity. The light of this peace within is soft, but infinitely and perfectly transformative; all that is the world is changed by it.

As Jayda and Sondra sit after toning, they feel this infinite and perfect peace. They feel also the echoes of fear and anger, pain and suffering that are in hearts not yet at peace. Compassion for these fills them as they sit in a peace that passes all understanding. It is vast and true and beyond comprehension. Once more, they tone and in their droning moaning tone, they send peace out into the world.

It looks like wellness in people’s eyes, in their open faces and easy stance. It sounds like a hum of easy conversation and an intent listening to know common ground and create common good. The land basks in peace that looks like August sunlight, even in Winter. Peace shares good news and celebrates a neighbour’s success. It is rich in that which makes life good, joyful, easy. It smiles a smile of sweet and simple love.

Peace engenders cooperation, collaboration and co-creation. These move across time zones and transform whole landscapes in careful co-habitation. Gardens grow. Places that knew poison are cleansed and health is renewed upon the land from soil biota to the airy heights where birds soar. The vast trunks of trees hold peace within them and offer it through their reaching branches to the universe beyond Earth’s lovely skies.  



Justice

There is in Jayda’s heart the energy of justice. It is a steady, sure sonorous drumbeat within her being. As she breathes, Jayda sends this out into the world to everyone everywhere. This too is a choice and for Jayda it feels essential.

Justice moves with measured steps on every road and sidewalk, in every jurisdiction, every town and province. Cities are built on justice, on the careful creation of good for all. When people live right beside each other and on top of and beneath each other, sharing and caring justly is the foundation of the good life.

There are those who feel they have been harmed, that injustice has been perpetrated against them. Jayda can feel these energies if she scans the energetic field of humanity in search of them. The way forward for those who hold onto these energies of harm and victimization is to come to forgiveness and release the endless cycle of victim and perpetrator. Realizing that we have all, in our infinite being, played the role of perpetrator and the role of victim moves us into wholeness and allows justice to sound steady in the world.

Jayda loves the way that justice feels within her. She knows a man, Jon, who studied law and sought justice through the laws of the land. She reaches out to Jon to ask him of his life now, now that justice informs the very ground underneath their feet.

Together, they walk on sacred ground on a grey day in early May.

“Do you miss it?”

“Not really. I moved slowly out of the adversarial system of advocacy and arbitration, crime and punishment that we all lived with for so long. I could sort of feel that it wasn’t taking us anywhere we wanted to go and it seems others had the same sense of it as cases became fewer and fewer. I started doing more and more mediation and remediation work, using the excellent model of restorative justice in First Nations communities. In those circles, resolution and the restoration of good will and trust between people is always the goal.”

“That feels strong and loving. Is that what you do now?”

“Here and there I am called to help in such cases, but they are more rare as people feel from their loving hearts to act in careful and respectful ways with each other. So, what I do more often now is to bring people who are still fearful and in need into contact with peers who are free of fear and filled with the wisdom of love and respect for all others. I mostly do this with older people as our young people are so clear and joyous, but there are some young ones still, those who have known great trauma and are struggling, who need to see and feel what it is to live in open trust that all is well and all will be well.”

“From what I hear you saying, I understand that you feel fear is what pulls people into acts of injustice and disrespect of others.”
“Yes. Fear and trauma – untransmuted trauma that acts like a darkness within us – these are what drive people to do harmful things. As we all are moving away from fear completely and are so lovingly transmuting the trauma within us, becoming clear, becoming whole and knowing ourselves as love incarnate, as divine love, as the very embodiment of kindness, we just don’t go there anymore.”

“And old lawyers get to go for lovely walks on country roads in the middle of the week in the middle of the day.”

“Indeed!”

“There are places in the world where justice is only beginning to be felt and trusted, known and understood. I can feel them. Do you ever think of traveling to these places, to bring a clearer sense of justice to them?”

“I trust that what we love and value in our world, the justice, the respect for each other, the care for each other, that these will travel from our hearts to the hearts of people all over the world.”

“I feel the same way, Jon. It fills me with gratitude for your being to hear you speak as you do here today, for I feel the same way. Justice fills my heart and I send it out from me as I breathe.”

“Justice feels round and perfect, like this planet when seen from outer space.”

“Yes. Justice feels inclusive, like the divine love within us, and like the sun shining onto each person equally.”

They walk in beauty and in silence for a time before going their separate ways at the bottom of the hill. The joyous feeling of love for all things, of peace with all people, is in their hearts.



The City

Jayda lives in the forest, far from any city, far even from a large town. When she travels to the city for an appointment or to visit a friend, she habitually tenses up. To relax into the noise and movement of the city is a choice for Jayda. It is a choice of worlds every time we choose peace with where and how we are.

Jayda travels to the city and feels the tension within her as she sets out on her journey. She chooses acceptance, flow and feeling open to what is. The day is stormy and grey. Jayda sees people hurry through the high winds playing between the tall buildings.

Everywhere, people are active, moving from here to there, engaged with their lives and with the many people around them. They speak multiple languages, wear all kinds of different clothing styles and hair styles. They all share their humanity with each other. There are multitudes of people living, working and creating together in the city. They are colourful and diverse. The global village is in the city.

There is plentiful delicious food of many cultures in the city. There is innovation and transformation of all kinds. Rooftop farms in the city provide healthy organic vegetables. Front and backyards are flled with flowers and plants providing healthy food. Playgrounds are everywhere and there are many beautiful parks where people gather in peace and simple joy.

Jayda feels the city’s energy. There are stories, songs and styles in the city. There is a great mix of emotion, thought and movement. The city is for humanity what the jungle is for insects; prime habitat. Every square meter of the city is maximized for sustainability. There are green walls of living plants and greenhouses of food production. Transportation of people and products is magical. Or so it seems. It’s easy when you have the technology and in this world, the technology is lovingly creating ease for all.

Where Jayda lives, in the forest, there are foxes, coyotes, bears, deer, moose, racoons, porcupines and skunks, among many species of bird, many species of frog, toad and salamander and many species of insect. In the city, there are also foxes, coyotes, racoons, skunks and many species of bird. Some birds live more easily in the city landscape than they do in the forest. Species of frog, toad and insect live in wetlands and carefully stewarded tracts of woodland within the city’s borders. Trees are particularly valued and tended in the city and the city’s parks are deeply shaded, as are many boulevards.

Tall buildings house people’s homes and businesses in the city. People live close together and in this way the city is a place of great learning and personal growth for all the people living there. It is a constant invitation to become. Jayda sits on a bench in a small park near a busy city street. She feels, hears and sees much to love and value in the city. The world contains both Jayda’s quiet mountainside forest home and the city and everything in between these two. Everywhere, people are living lives of sacred becoming, deep learning, constant change. Everywhere choices are made moment by moment. Jayda chooses joy in the city and finds beauty there as well.





The Children

The children are as light upon the Earth.

The children are filled with joy and enthusiasm. They play and create worlds. They move and enjoy their bodies. They focus their minds on questions and quandaries and find simple solutions and elegant truth.

The children access knowledge, skills and abilities from past lives and from across the galaxy. They can do this as their parents and grandparents cannot. They do this easily, without realizing that it is new on the Earth. They play musical instruments as if having had years of practice. They bring information through that they haven’t learned yet. They are adept at knowing things that they have never been taught.

The children easily and naturally hold inclusion in their hearts. They play and learn with every skin colour known to humankind and every gender and sexual orientation rainbow hue. They know each other as one aspect of humanity’s vast being and find it good that this is so. They dismantle the polarity of humanity’s yes and no, male and female, up and down power structures without even realizing that there was something there to be dismantled.

The children create worlds without even trying.

As the children bring light into the world, Jayda feels lighter, feels more joy. Jayda tunes her receptivity to the children lighting up the world and smiles and knows great gladness in her heart as she realizes what it is that the children bring to Earth. They solves centuries old conundrums in a heartbeat of inclusion and acceptance. Their open eyes and open hearts heal wounds of humanity that bled for over a thousand years. This light upon the Earth shines out, like car headlights on a dark night. Then more and more of this light shines until the dark night is as day and the light is everywhere.

The children grow up and grow older and as they do, they become the wise counsel to us all; they create and choose worlds that are golden in our sight.






No Lack Nor Want

As the days go by in her choice of worlds, Jayda feels within herself a vast sense of completion, a sense that all is as it should be at all times.

Jayda looks around her and sees beauty, peace and love permeating her world. She feels no lack nor any sense of want. She feels no need to acquire this or that to complete her. She feels complete and knows that she embodies the perfection that is inherent in all things. This feeling and knowing changes everything for Jayda.

When we make a choice of worlds, we automatically include all the people whom we love in that choice. It works like this: when we choose a world – say, a world of peace and plenty for all – each of our associates, colleagues, family members and friends shows up in that world as a version of themselves who also chooses that world. There are infinite worlds and infinite versions of each of us. When we choose a world, we invite those we know and love to join us there.

Thus, Jayda is not alone in her feeling of being complete, of having no lack nor want within her. A vast and seemingly endless cycle of consumption to feel complete within and then desire because of the return of that terrible feeling of emptiness within and then more consumption and more desire… is released. It is no longer part of Jayda’s world. Instead there is joy with what presents itself in every moment, every day. There is a delight in sharing this joy, sharing one’s being with others. Song and stories, laughter and playfulness emerge spontaneously and are shared easily. This world is a joyful place.  

This joy with what is ripples out and touches more and more people. It touches people who are unknown to Jayda. It changes the economy of her region, country, world. It changes what is consumed, how and when and how often. It changes the ecology of her region, her country and her world. Everything matters. Everything is connected to everything else. Jayda’s feeling of delight with what is changes her whole world in every moment with every breath that she takes.

At times, often at sunset, Jayda sits and looks out into the forest and feels a vast peace within her being. She sends this out from her on a breath and then another and then again. She feels the fulfillment of her being in sharing this peace with the world and so she sits and sends it out on her breath with a vast love for all of humanity within her.










Friday, September 27, 2019

Deep Healing of Humanity's Pain

I'm going to share with you something that I experienced as deeply healing on a very personal level. When I shared this with friends, they expressed to me how it helped them to hear of it, how it opened something up within them, and so I have decided to share it more widely here. 

I was experiencing pain in the soles of my feet that was making it really difficult for me to walk, to sleep, to have even a moment without pain. I went into the forest outside my home and asked for help from my guides. I specifically called in Yeshua and Kwan Yin. This is significant for me because although Yeshua is deeply present within me and in my healing work, Kwan Yin has not been One whom I felt to call upon for help. In this instance I did feel to call upon Her and she came through powerfully.

I could feel how the pain in my feet was associated with a very deep grief. My usual process is to ask questions of myself and my guides and to listen for any answer and then to use muscle testing to get clarity. I asked where this grief was coming from - what was the trauma or suffering that I was in grief about? The memory came into my consciousness of a composition that I wrote in grade six. I was very emotional about that composition. I don't remember what the assignment was, but I remember that I wrote about the beauty of the natural world, of wild flowers and trees and how terrible it was that we were destroying these with bulldozers and machines to pave roads and excavate ditches and so on. I loved the natural world very much as a young child and was sensitive to its destruction as I lived in an area of housing and old farmland that was quickly being "developed" into more and more housing. So, as soon as that memory came up for me, I knew what the grief was about. It was about what we humans do to the natural beauty, the delicately balanced eco-systems and the sweet and precious wild places of our planet. 

In keeping with my usual process, I asked of myself that I fully feel the grief inherent in that eleven year old girl, the version of me who wrote that composition, the version of me who has grieved over and over again through six decades on this planet at the destruction and pollution that we humans have brought. 

I felt almost unable to bear it. But the key to healing is to allow ourselves to fully feel our emotions. I was breathing deeply to move the feeling through me, sobbing a bit, feeling an amplification of the pain in my feet as I focused on this terrible grief. 

I could feel Kwan Yin wanting to come through. As a person who has channeled many times, I know the feeling quite well. It feels like a mild pressure in my throat, in my voice box, and an urge to surrender to it and let the expression come through. I began to direct voice channel Kwan Yin. This means that my voice was Her voice. Although I was alone in the forest, I spoke aloud.

Her compassion was deep and vast and brought tears to my eyes as I felt it move through me. She said, "It was love." And I knew that she meant that the grief I was feeling when I was eleven years old and in many subsequent moments was actually love for the planet, for the beauty and the Life and the perfection of this home we have here. 

She said, "Your grief was not in error, Beloved, however, your grief was mistaken." And with deep compassion and gentleness she said, "There are no victims here. Every animal, every insect, every tree and grass and flowering plant is a being of sovereignty, of love and of light, a being that is eternal, vast and perfect in its service and in its expression at all times."  

I breathed this in over and over again into my heart. I needed to really feel it. There are no victims here. 

No matter how it looks, no matter how terrible it all seems to be; there are no victims here. 

I could feel the horror of having seen wild places destroyed for profit, for a rich man's gain. I could feel the grief of our seeming carelessness with those who are innocent, the deer, foxes, toads and salamanders. She said, "There is in truth no innocence and no guilt." I had to really let that sink in. I did some more deep slow breathing. 

I could feel the truth of what Kwan Yin was saying through me. 

It doesn't mean that we should not care about the ecosystems. It does not mean that we should destroy the Earth's beauty or trash the Earth's pristine wild places - those few that remain. Our love for and care for our fellow Earthlings honours the planet and raises our vibration. Our respect for ecosystems brings responsibility and careful loving energy to the planet. Every time that we act with love and careful honouring of the Earth, we raise our vibration and contribute to the evolution of the human collective. You might feel it in your third eye or in your heart.

We do not need to hold onto the deep grief that I sense so many of us are carrying. We don't need to hold onto the guilt, shame, humiliation and sorrow that we might feel for having been a human on this planet. We can do the work of letting that go. We can free ourselves from that. 

For one person with whom I shared about this experience, my sharing represented an opportunity to work with her own physical pain that she sensed was connected to this grief at being human. And this might be true for you as well. You may have physical pain associated with grief or guilt at what humans have done to this planet and its creatures. If this is true, I hope that what I experienced can help you to clear this pain from your physical body as you clear the grief and guilt from your emotional and energetic being. 

For another person with whom I shared this experience, she felt the emotional impact, but had no physical pain. This may be true for you and if it is, I hope that what I experienced can help you to clear the emotional energies of sorrow and grief from your being. 

At this time, we - as a collective - are focusing deeply on climate change and on the damage we have done and how we can move forward in ways that will repair, regenerate and heal the planet's ecosystems and our own relationship with the natural world. This is huge. It is happening now and it is intense. Many emotions may be felt in relation to this - everything from despair to rage to a powerful sense of purpose and determination to do whatever it takes to replace careless and ignorant destruction with true loving stewardship. 

Ask for help from the beings who resonate for you as guides and helpers. For me, it is often Yeshua and indeed, as I did that deep work of feeling the grief and moving through it, Yeshua was there for me, helping me. It might be angels or archangels whom you call to. It might be Kwan Yin or Gaia herself. Ask for help because this is huge and hard and intense for us. And these off-world beings are there for us, to help us with this. 

I see us coming together as a global family to create beautiful solutions. I see us using the incredible power of the natural world with deep respect and great hope. Trees sink carbon back into the Earth. I see us learning to value the trees as we have not valued them in eons.

Eco-systems can and do recover. I've witnessed it as I walked the banks of the Saint Lawrence River over decades and saw the birds, fish and amphibians return to health there. 

We will do this and as we do, we will bring ourselves into health and create a global human family. 

Every choice you make matters. Every thought, every loving breath you take, every time you go into your heart and choose peace... every one of these matters deeply. 

Thank you for sharing this with others. I intend that my experience of pain might help others to release their own.   

In love and peace,

Lu Emanuel


Monday, August 12, 2019

Fear to Love.... Love to Fear....

My mother used to say, “Ignore it and it will go away.” I thought at the time, “That’s a load of crap!” Yet, she kept saying it. She seemed to believe that it was true. Ignore it and it will go away. 

I feel into the polarized energies of our times. 

I feel the deep peace and joy that sound in the forest, on the trail, down the country road or in the garden. 

I feel the strident fear that sounds in the news media, the world’s presumed leaders screaming, “Look at me! Look at me! I’m really messing things up. I’m making it really bad. You better pay attention to me!” 

Or not. Ignore it and it will go away. 

I am aware that people are feeling hurt, terrified, traumatized. I am aware of the seemingly huge gap between love and fear at this time. Yet, it is the work of an instant to make that shift from fear to love, from love to fear. 

And now is the time to choose, over and over again as we each go through our days. 

I find myself laughing at the supposed “power” of these increasingly strident and desperate men – almost all of them are men. 

I choose to hold compassion for them just as I held compassion when my ego-self was making a mess of my life. This is happening globally now, on a vast scale. Yet, it is the same dynamic, the same relationship between enlightening heart and increasingly desperate and fearful ego-mind. What is in them is in me. 

I see my own reckless self-destructive behaviours in their thrashing and crashing. I remember how I overdid pretty much everything as fear washed through me, how I acted out. These men are acting out. 

We compare them to five-year-olds. This is because on some level we understand that they are succumbing to the imperatives of their ego-minds which operate at about the level of a five-year-old. 

I hold space within me; it is a vast peace and an enduring trust in our collective becoming. 

It is not that we should necessarily ignore it and it will go away; it is that we can. 

I watch and listen because I want to see it, just as I wanted to see my own pain, fear and grief, my fault lines, my cracked foundation. I want to see it because in doing so I can summon compassion, witness, heart and offer these silently to the strident men with the microphones pointed at them - as if they were at bay. 

Imagine looking to your own fear for answers. No answers would be forthcoming, only more fear, more panic, trauma, upset. 

When we look to these fearful ones for answers, we are looking in the wrong place. 

Look in the mirror to find the most courageous of your kin. 

You are the one who will see you move through the fear into love. 

Imagine pink and green surrounding you, like a garden of sweet peace, like a grounding of unconditional love, like a pathway of simple joy. 

Ignore them, and they will eventually go away or shift themselves to resonate with the emerging wisdom of the age. 















Monday, July 8, 2019

Running out of Road


I was having an imaginary conversation with a random British person in a random British pub. 

And he said something about the times we’re in and asked, "Why would I want to be in Britain when it is so troubled?"

And I said that there is deep trouble everywhere now. 

And he said, “Why is it so?” 

And I said, “Well, we’ve run out of road. We’re done and we are all freaking out about this in our own ways and it looks pretty messy, pretty ugly.” 

I could feel it and yes, this is us now. We’ve run out of 3D road. It is now feeling like,  ‘transition or you will be unable to function.’ 

Pretty much. 

So, it becomes more and more difficult to be in a 3D world, the world that many of us, especially those of us who are older, have been living on for decades. As it becomes so difficult to be in 3D, it is time now to do more than simply hold the energy for humanity. We have been holding faith, holding trust and we can continue to do this. However, it is now time to say things to people here and there. We can sow the seeds of higher consciousness now. 

How do we do this? 

The message is simple; choose love. 

Choose love. 

What does that mean? 

Choose compassion. 

Choose acceptance. 

Choose inclusion. 

Choose connection.

And we'll notice how doing this feels good and leads to ease and joy. 

And we may also notice how not doing this feels really quite awful and leads to disease and suffering. 

Look around, hold compassion and now and then, say something that encourages people to choose love. 













Monday, July 1, 2019

Believe in Humanity

We humans are masterful creators. 

We create all of our drama and problems, even the climate based ones. This is clear to me. I see as if from off-world. 

I see us as a vast collective consciousness, choosing how best to move ourselves from one state of being to a very different state of being and one of the ways in which we are choosing to do this is through a global climate crisis. 

We had other options such as an alien invasion from outer space, planetary disruption through seismic instability or a nuclear war. We’re still playing with that one – pushing the boundaries of our post cold-war reality as far as we can without destroying ourselves here. 

I say here because we are both here and not here; we are vast beings of love and light, deep wisdom, awesome power and infinite determination to complete this project of bringing change to our universe. 

We are so much more than these bodies on this planet in this physical reality. I see and feel all of this very clearly this morning. I feel awed by us. Humanity. 

It is not so much the smaller “I” which thrills me this morning, although I am aware of my own individuated power as a creator; it is the collective human consciousness and creation that moves me today. 

We are masters at creating for ourselves the conflicts and drama that will trigger us, move us, push and pull and guide us into confronting our deepest fears, our guilt and shame so that we can then transmute these and come to wise compassion. 

Our role here has been to be traumatically limited, separate and alone, weak and unable, thus fearful, doubtful, almost tragically truncated. We have given ourselves this experience so that we could come through to true self-love and vast compassion from within the depths of our despair and disability, fear and loathing. 

We have done what we came here to do and now we are navigating the shift from fear to love, from third and fourth dimensionality to fifth dimensionality, from being carbon based and limited life forms to becoming crystalline based beings of light for whom the laws of physics no longer apply. 

To do this, we need to clear our energy fields of all that is not love and joy, peace with what is and complete acceptance of all possibilities. This clearing is our focus now and to help us in completing the clearing, we give ourselves catalyst in the form of triggering events and interactions. The human collective is doing a wonderful job with all of this. 

It looks and feels chaotic and destabilizing and this is exactly how it should look and feel if we are to really push all of our buttons. 

I notice often as I pay attention to the news of the day how we give ourselves really bad news and then how we still seem, collectively if not individually, to be okay. 

For example, our economic outlook is terrible, but our economy is doing really well. This has been true for over six months. And there are many similar examples of seeming crisis and yet ongoing well-being for many of us. 

We can breathe deeply in compassion with our fellow humans who are suffering at this time. At the very same time, we can hold the knowledge that we are not victims; that there are no victims here. We are all beings of vast light and love who are choosing to have these experiences of lack and suffering, disease and limitation. 

We can believe in ourselves and we can believe in humanity. 

We've got this. We don't need to be rescued or 'saved' from anything or anyone. 







Friday, May 24, 2019

Helping Humanity at This Time


I am feeling into the human collective and feeling the terrible sense of guilt, shame and despair that is currently there. It’s freaking intense. 

I’m holding compassion and willing myself to do this because it is almost unbearable. I could say that it is unbearable, but I bear it anyway – like Samuel Beckett’s characters

Indeed, the only comparable time I can feel here is the last year or two of the second world war when humanity’s terrible inhumanity became impossible to ignore. 

I felt into the word ‘ignore’ this morning also. Ignorance means not knowing. So, to ignore is to purposefully resist knowing something. I feel how the fear of feeling means for many people that they will do anything they can to avoid it and that means ignoring what is real in our world. 

What is happening now is that it is becoming impossible to ignore what is real in our world. 

For all the talk of ‘fake news,’ it is the truth about ourselves that is actually overwhelming us.

Humans fear. 

Humans hate. 

Humans deny and delude themselves. 

Humans are terribly weak. 

Humans are deeply ashamed of their humanity much of the time. 

Humans fear of lack has driven us to want more and more and always more so that we are destroying the planet’s eco-systems. 

These are truths about humanity that are very difficult for us to bear. Yet bear them we must.

All along on this journey of becoming I have said that courage is needed. Now more than ever we need to choose courage to face our own feelings and choose wisdom to transmute them with love and compassion. 

What we face is bleak, yet beautiful; allow yourself to feel as this is your strength.



















Wednesday, April 24, 2019

Deepening our Sense of Purpose in Being Here

As I read an article in The Atlantic, I have been feeling into the question: What is the brain? 

The brain is how we bring our electro-magnetic mental being into our physical being, which is at this time still carbon based and chemical-physical. 

The endocrine and hormonal systems are how we bring our emotional being, which feels almost energetic to me, into our physical being. 

We use our mental and emotional sense, made ‘real’ to us in our physicality by the systems given above, to bring our energetic and crystalline being into our physical reality. 

As we bring our energetic being - which is multi-dimensional, subtle, etheric and eternal - into our physical reality, we bring unconditional love, the sense of ourselves as love incarnate, into the world of the physical and this is our true work at this time. 

This ‘realization’ of our mental, emotional, energetic, multi-dimensional, divine being in the physical world imbues and informs the physical world with divine love, unconditional love, compassion and the vast wisdom of non-judgment, non-resistance, surrender, faith, trust and flow. 

As I delve into this sense of how we are like lightning rods for the divine-we-are, catching it in all its subtlety and grounding it into the sacred ground of this planet, I feel more clear about the true purpose of our being here – both angel and ape – on this planet. 

The vast being that is this planet does not mind nearly as much as we think it does about pollution and destruction of habitats. We mind and we should; we have as part of our DNA sense of ourselves an idea of being stewards here. Indeed, this is written into the Holy Bible which informs a large part of the human collective. 

As I feel into what it means to be human, I get a sense of being of service to the vast All That Is, descending into physicality and forgetting our etheric essence of pure unconditional love so that we can experience the hell of separation from Source - from God if you choose to use this word and it is not inappropriate to do so. We do this as an act of profound service and as we rise in consciousness and become aware of our soul-selves, we complete the contract and reclaim our divinity, our Oneness with All That Is. 

The world heals itself; there is no limit to what can be and no separation from Source in the natural world. 

The pain and suffering are ours and are of our creation and serve to illuminate the All with the profound gift of compassion. 

What I am attempting to convey is deeper and broader than this in its totality, but for now, this gives a sense of it.