Five Questions

You have five questions to ask. What is your first question?

Why am I drunk / drugged / distracted / numb?

You are afraid and you are trying not to face your fear because you think that it will destroy you.

What am I afraid of?

You are afraid of being nothing, of being meaningless, of being void. You are afraid that you are nothing in a world that means nothing and that you have no worth, no value, no connections, no truth that is really true.

How can I move forward from this? How can I save myself from this!!??

You can ONLY move forward from this by facing your fear. There is no other way. The only way is to face your fear fully, without trying to get away from it. Once you have done this, truly done this, you will be free, more free than you have ever been in your entire existence.

How can I face my fear?

You must breathe deeply into your heart, breathe deeply into your body, do this three times. You must allow the fear to make itself known to you, allow yourself to feel it, allow yourself to face it fully. You must make the declaration: I am afraid of … and name all that you are afraid of. You must not allow yourself to run from this, to distract yourself from this. You must spend time with this, looking at your fear until you can look at it with complete acceptance, complete neutrality. Then, you must go further, accepting yourself as one who has this fear within them, accepting that this fear is yours. Then, send love to yourself, who has this fear and send love to the fear also, as an experience that has served you as you become the person who transcends fear. When you have truly done all of these things, you will be changed from within.

Last question…

What is there, after the fear?

After the fear, there is the choice to be made as to where you want to go next in your evolution as a soul in human form. You may choose to approach the divine, God, the Creator. You may choose to explore the mysteries of life and of the world. You may choose to explore the pain and suffering of others. You may choose to explore compassion or pure love or the darkness of the world. When you have faced your fear, you can explore anything, look at anything, approach anything. When you have faced your fear, you are free to apprehend and become whatever intrigues you or calls to you. But forever after, whenever something repulses you or makes you feel afraid / uncomfortable / sickened within you must go towards it, face it, come to accept it and to love it for giving you yet another experience for that which you are as a soul in human form. For if you do not do this, you will once again be trapped in fear.

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