I Realized - Four

I realized that there was information coming through Geoffery Hoppe in the voice of a being who was calling himself Tobias, archived on a website (www.crimsoncircle.com) that I wanted to really delve into. This felt to me like the next stage of my realization process.

I realized that it was going to be a long process. I realized that there was so very very much that I was only just beginning to allow myself to access.

I realized that the Now moment is divine, is sacred. I realized that I would need to practice being in the Now moment because I had spent my whole life toggling back and forth between past memories and future worries and had actualized very few of my experiences in the Now. I also realized that all of those experiences which had seemed so intense, so pure, so beautiful, had been experiences lived fully in the Now moment. I  realized that Henry David Thoreau, the writing of whom had drawn me even at the age of 16, had felt the importance of living in the Now back in the early to mid 1800’s.  

I realized that poetry and photography both were attempts to capture the essence of a Now moment; I used both poetry, most often in the form of haiku, and photography to explore the essence of the Now and I did this with great joy.

I realized that for the most part I let what is, be. That which I have any judgement about, or attachment to, I work to release that judgement or that attachment.

I realized that the ALL and God are one and the same, that the ALL and Home are one and the same. I realized / felt that the seed of ALL/GOD has been in me all along. We seek God outside of ourselves and God is not there and has never been there, although all of the world is sacred and resonates with divine vibrations. Still God/ALL is within us, this tiny seed of divinity, of HOME deep within us.

I realized that since I was a young child, I have been in contact in an energy exchange with my higher self or soul-self.

I realized that by just letting things happen, I can accomplish all that I need to with a sense of there being no effort.

I realized that I could call upon the One whom some call Jesus the Christ and whom I call Yeshua or Sananda and that when I did that, when I called to this One, the energy would come through to me and would feel like the greatest love and the most complete peace. I realized that this One is of the new age most certainly and that this One is not known to those who base their salvation and redemption on the new testament of the bible. This One is not that, but an energy, a frequency of such profound power in the form of love and peace, that by calling on this One, we are changed. We are changed.

I realized that all that we experience is energy. We ‘see’ it or ‘hear’ it, but it is energy / frequency / vibration that is manifest as our life experience.

I realized that the divinity that is in me is the same as the divinity that is in the One whom I call Yeshua or Sananda. I am God also.

I realized that breathing really helps me to embody this realization of my essential divinity. Being in the natural world also helps.

I realized that I can place myself in a peace and a frequency wherein I have no desire to change anything in my experience. I call this being in divine will. I realized that this is being in a state where “I don’t mind what happens…”